I Had a Dream

>I normally would? Am I not part of the problem?
"Are you blind?" she screamed, "World War III hasSee, we all have been attacked by these terrorist
started andyou're acting as if everything's justthugs. In mycase, I let them change not only my thinking
peachy"!, referring ofcourse to the current state of theprocess but thepatterns in MY life! I just *had* to follow
world.every breakingstory, see every related interview, stay
The subject in my dream several nights ago I am veryon top of everydetail of the 'war on terrorism' and
close toin real life. I recall replying something to theotherwise remain a slaveto the chaos these demons
effect thatcreated. I was getting my routinework done but that
"I can understand why you think this, but the world waswas all. I had NOT been my progressive,creative and
notthat great a place *before* 9/11 and the terroristotherwise normal self since September 11.
attackshave only served as the catalyst for thePartialvictory, Osama!
positive, spiritualchanges the world needed to makeFor some reason though, this twisted dream made me
anyway". Something in realityrealizethat I had the option NOT to be a victim and
I have said to many people.play into theblood stained hands of these devils on
However, she rebutted, and this is verbatim:earth.
"You had better wake up and smell the anthrax!"So I made some decisions. I am no longer staying
I intensely dislike nightmares, and especially those thattuned to theplay-by-play of the War on Terrorism. I'm
wakeyou up with a jolt like this did, but the surrealgoing to dosomething fun with my family this weekend
conversationserved as my own catalyst to changeand every weekendthereafter. And, I AM back to
how I have been "existing"since September 11. I'll explainwork on a new project that was
in a moment."inspired" by the great tragedy of September 11. And
You may be having trouble sleeping or having dreams,boydoes it feel great!
or worse,nightmares related to the terrorist attacksI am now getting on with business and my life.
and the currentstate of the world. We are being toldSomething somany of us have to do a much better
by experts that this isperfectly normal considering thejob of. When you reallythink about it, being
scale of the senselessslaughter, the onslaught ofall-consumed by the events of the recentfuture only
biological attacks and continualtalk of more threats,plays into the hands of the thugs that are tryingto
even nuclear, and the overall 'crisiscoverage'destroy all that is good in this world.
bombardment in our lives day in and day out. IcertainlyPsychologicalterrorism is potent and an awfully easy
believe them. If you weren't concernedinfection to catch butthe good news is you're a
abouteverything that is going on right now, includingdecision or two away from a cure!
your ownsafety, you'd have to be pretty insensitive!Yes, we are in a war. A war of good versus evil.
However, I believe the biggest enemy we face rightRight againstwrong. Love against hate. World War III?
now is ourpersonal preoccupation with these worldNo way! We all knowwho's going to win this thing and
events, and, the levelof "shutdown" we've allowed intoit's just a matter of time.
our lives as a result. Justlook around at what'sThe same time we can be putting to use in ways that
happening, or better yet, not happening.make *us*contribute to the coming victory! Allowing
Travellers and vacationers aren't flying and the airlinesthe fear that theterrorists have created to dominate
andtourist industries are in deep financial trouble. Peopleour thinking, stop us fromliving our lives normally and
areavoiding public places and countless major eventsmoving forward in our businessesand careers is in
have beenpostponed or cancelled. You could probablyreality hoisting the white flag to the evilwe are fighting!
hurl a good sizedsnowball through your localWe owe it to ourselves, our families, our businesses
restaurants and not hit a patron.and ourfree nations to get back to normal in these
The stock market has plummeted and businessesunnormal times.
large and smallare beginning to fall by the wayside inLike, right now! May I suggest taking the family to
droves. People justaren't doing what they normally doyourfavorite restaurant and a movie this weekend?
and that includes spendingmoney enjoying themselves.How aboutplanning a well-deserved trip, even if by car
Me? I readily admit that too many people have been inand even if justa weekender? Doesn't a leisurely
mymiserable midst to hear me grumble in disgustexcursion to your local mallto treat yourself to
about how slowmy Internet sales have been. Not likesomething you've wanted for a long timesound good?
me at all.And by all means, if you have been swimming in
But come to think of it, I haven't bought a single thingthesame soup as I have for weeks now, make a
onthe Internet since September 11! Nor in anydecision to get backto work!
department store.I urge you to put an end to whatever level of
I haven't hopped on an airplane let alone ventured outshutdown you maystill be in. Hopefully you were more
to arestaurant. I haven't attended the theatre or beenenlightened than me, anddug out early. But if not, begin
to asporting event either. I've been sitting in my officethe process of "letting go"of those things you can't
andrunning to the nearest television for 5 weeks now,control and take possession of whatyou can - Your
stuck inthis fog, frozen, like too many people! So howLife!
could I then beexpecting people to spend money onI've started that process and I can't begin to explain
MY products when I wasn'tbuying theirs? Worse, howthegreat sense of freedom I have. The same feeling I
come I was not enjoying my life likehad beforethat terrible day none of us will ever forget.