The Worst of Sailboat Cruising

I am a big fan of reality. When I have an ambition to dobunk with the fan on me is uncomfortable.
something, I like to have the most realistic expectationsThere were days during the summer in Baja California
possible when I set out. In that spirit, I have thoughtwhere we got up with the sun, did what we needed to
about what I don't about the sailboat cruisingget done in the first two hours of the day, then just laid
experiences I have had. I pass them on to you to soon towel-covered settees until dusk, when we could
that you can work on setting your own set of realisticonce again get our bodies moving. And I've taken
expectations.many a shower in tropical marinas where I didn't
Leaving new friends behind. This is the flip side of whatbother to towel off, using the water as a cooling agent
I love about cruising. It seems like as soon as I've madeuntil it was replaced by sweat.
good friends, one or both of our boats are takingWe fought the heat and humidity by either being in the
off-usually in opposite directions. I hate saying goodbye,water as much as possible or, if we in port and the
and saying goodbye is an integral part of cruising. Andwater wasn't swimmable, sitting under the nearest roof
for as many folks as I've stayed in touch with, thereor palapa to stay in the shade.
are more that I haven't communicated with in a veryBoredom. I feel a little guilty over this one. I mean, it
long time. I remember all with fondness, and wish thereseems totally ungrateful and unappreciative of me to
was a way that we could get together!admit that I get bored when I'm out cruising. But it's true.
Dealing with government bureaucracies. This is a hugeThere are stretches of time sometimes when I am out
frustration for me as I am now well endowed withof ideas for things to do, when there are no books I
patience. Whether dealing with agencies in my ownwant to read, no writing I want to do, and nowhere I
country or with officials in foreign ports, there is awant to go. When I'm in this mood, no amount of
similarity to the experience that makes me gnash mynatural beauty or anticipation of new places to go will
teeth and my blood pressure rise. Knowing that it is notpop me out. It is an excruciating experience.
wise to show my impatience in any way only makes itThe good news is that I do end up pushing through the
more stressful. My only solution is to breathe deeplyboredom, which is fortunate, since I think that's the only
and remember that this experience comes with thesolution to the issue. What basically happens is that I
territory.get bored with boredom, and come up with something
If you dislike dealing with government employees andto do or see or read or write that absorbs me. And
officials, be warned. No matter where you cruise, youthe up side is that I've ended up reading, doing, and
are likely to have more interface with this particularwriting things that I would never have read, done, and
part of the human race than you did when you livedwritten without the boredom.
on land.Seeing the adverse effects that humans have on
Gales and thunderstorms. As I've gotten older, myecosystems. I've save this for last because it is the
tolerance for sailing in bad weather has lessened.saddest. If you love nature like I do, expect to be
Twenty years ago, when I experienced my first andgrieved by what you sometimes see. Especially in the
worst Atlantic gale, I pretty much took it in stride. Now,crucially biodiversde tropics, there is no getting away
when I'm in bad weather, I can't help wondering whatfrom the impact we have on the environment. Dead
the heck I'm doing out here.coral reefs, clear cut rainforests, litter along roads and
I hate having to live in foul weather gear. I hate trying toin fields, and plastic bags floating a few inches
move around in a bouncing cabin. I hate get tossedunderwater (dangerous to sea animals and saltwater
from one side of the bunk to the other when a waveintakes) were common sights in Latin American
breaks over the side. And I am in awe of the ocean inwaters.
bad weather. Besides its tendency to grow very bigIn Panama, fishermen would come alongside to see if
waves that dwarf the boat, it attracts lightning strikeswe would like to buy lobsters they caught-and more
that can be most unpleasant.often than not they were either very small or
Beating to weather. This is almost as bad as gales andextremely gravid females. Also in Panama, we made
thunderstorms. Neither Ciao Bella nor Nehalennia area point to stop at an anchorage on the
designed to sail well to weather, and if there are anyrecommendation of an old salt who had cruised the
kind of seas, they both virtually stop in their tracksarea a few decades before us; he said that the sea
when they plow into a wave. The seesaw movementfans were not to be missed. He was wrong. The sea
of the boat makes be very crabby, and I again findfans were missing, all gone.
myself wondering why I'm doing this.This is not a judgment one way or the other. It's simply
Heat and humidity. This is another area where I'ma fact. Living with this fact has made me more careful
getting less tolerant as I get older. I hate being hot, and Iabout the way I live, both on the water and off. I may
hate being sweaty all the time. Really hot weathernot be able to stop the clear cutting or the overfishing,
saps my energy and makes my brain move in slowbut I can make sure that my habits are good ones
motion. Nothing motivates me...even just laying on thewithin the context of the planet.